The hardest part of being free from any external obligations is to remain true to himself. The world does not let you out of its clutches. Not to ignore the state, much harder is to defeat this whole dead world at the time when you are thoroughly imbued with its corrupting influence.
Your wife is alien to your spiritual needs. She's interested in you only until you give her your precious attention, but becoming a husband, you begin to work on the cell state. Children should be brought up in a full conformity with generally accepted standards.

Otherwise, you are a b n o r m a l.

You'll have a life full of maneuvering between the established world order and your own freedom. Of course, you can always go into the woods, the mountains, following the example of holy hermits, but it is not for you. After all, your goal is the destruction of the state.

How to live and where to get money? Money is an essential attribute of social life. There is no shame to take money from citizens. Especially if you can give something more that can not be measured financially. The main thing is not to go detrimental threshold beyond where money becomes an end in itself and you forget about the spiritual promises of your earthly existence. It can cross all your previous work, and then the world will have its full. You'll come into the state system. You'll get some label. Is it what you want? NO. You must destroy this state. "But you can be fined for tax evasion, jailed and even … killed" – a poisonous worm of doubt is moving in the brain.

BE ABOVE FEAR. Afraid of heights – go to the mountains, jump with a parachute. Afraid of pain – FIGHT. Anything that does not kill you – makes you stronger. Get rid of your fear. Be a man. Eventually, when you are alone, and the enemy is the whole world, it is difficult to maintain self-control. It is difficult, but possible. For what our grandfathers and great grandfathers fought? For the sake of a prosperous society of snickering consumers? To some asshole, once in power, could afford a Swiss bank account? We are ruled by the dunce – people with guilty conscience and the low level of intelligence. Their interests do not extend beyond their own pockets. You can fight it, it is possible to argue, you can take it for granted and to live on. Man will never be torn to power, it is not necessary.

Human life is too short to strive to achieve power over anyone else.

Human life is always filled with the highest sense.

Have you already learned your leap in the dark ?